Why do I have to live?
It is very simple:
1. Because if I don’t, then my family and friends would be hurt.
2. Because if I don’t, then my mother’s sacrifice would be in vain.
So, you see, I have no choice.
But that’s not enough. When you are alive, you are required to display a certain level joy or you’ll make everyone who has the misfortune of having to be around you on a daily basis very uncomfortable.
So, on top of not wanting to live, I have to enjoy this life I don’t want. If not for me, for the sake of my family and friends.
And that’s my curse.
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